by Derio from Indonesia

It feels strange to write these words – a farewell that once seemed so far away is now imminent. My time in Germany was more than just learning, more than just living abroad. It was a phase of life that challenged, enriched and changed me.

I learned to find my way in a new culture, to speak a foreign language and to assert myself in a completely different environment. I learned that home is not only a place, but also the people who accompany you on the way.

Of course, I missed my family and friends in Indonesia. There were moments when I wished I could just go home, eat my favorite dishes, or be in familiar places. But at the same time, I always carried a piece of Indonesia with me – in conversations with others or in small moments that reminded me of my roots.

The thought of leaving Germany is bittersweet. I will miss the peaceful walks through Dortmund, the feeling of going home after a long day in a crowded train, and the late-night conversations with friends where time seemed to stand still. I will miss Edeka, the S-Bahn, Kaufland, my room, the Brackel Church, Kijumela, the volunteershouse and the department. And of course, the funny moments or the confusion about the German bureaucracy, which sometimes felt like an unsolvable puzzle.

There are so many unforgettable experiences. The moment when I saw snow in Germany for the first time was magical. The weekends full of laughter, music and profound conversations in the communal kitchens. The organ in the Heliandkirche. And then – Dirk, Frauke and Carolin – you are the best!

Germany was a second home for a while, but the memories, friendships and experiences will continue to accompany me. I return to Indonesia with a full heart, but a part of me will always stay here.

Thank you, Germany. For everything.